( There is a MASSIVE conflict between the memories that Gideon knows are real (the time on the Waverider, the years with Rip and then her crew) and the new memories of her time as a human. It isn't just those few days that Gideon remembers but the years of her life. Childhood, growing up, and they're not compartmentalised but jumbled all together. She's trying to section them off, and if she were still her old self it may be simpler, but there's an overwhelming sense of nostalgia alongside the real emotions that that human felt. Emotions deeper than her own, and she's not equipped for it )
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( There is a MASSIVE conflict between the memories that Gideon knows are real (the time on the Waverider, the years with Rip and then her crew) and the new memories of her time as a human. It isn't just those few days that Gideon remembers but the years of her life. Childhood, growing up, and they're not compartmentalised but jumbled all together. She's trying to section them off, and if she were still her old self it may be simpler, but there's an overwhelming sense of nostalgia alongside the real emotions that that human felt. Emotions deeper than her own, and she's not equipped for it )