( If Ray finds that he has a "missed call" from Gideon and didn't notice it coming in.... well she'd started opening a message to him and had then changed her mind.
So much is happening in Wonderland that is outside of her normal parameters and she isn't certain how to comprehend it.
Somehow Gideon has the feeling of 'needing to talk to someone' but doesn't actually know what do say. Or entirely why.
( There is a MASSIVE conflict between the memories that Gideon knows are real (the time on the Waverider, the years with Rip and then her crew) and the new memories of her time as a human. It isn't just those few days that Gideon remembers but the years of her life. Childhood, growing up, and they're not compartmentalised but jumbled all together. She's trying to section them off, and if she were still her old self it may be simpler, but there's an overwhelming sense of nostalgia alongside the real emotions that that human felt. Emotions deeper than her own, and she's not equipped for it )
it's chaotic. any patterns people talk about are just the natural habit of a creature looking to apply meaning to something. the only real pattern is the chaos.
the only real trend is the events and memory erasing. it's entirely possible that none of this is real at all. maybe nobody ever goes home.
it's the idea that since we can't disprove it, our entire reality could just be a simulation. there's no real way to tell we're not all brains in jars. or i guess mainframes in jars, maybe, haha
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So much is happening in Wonderland that is outside of her normal parameters and she isn't certain how to comprehend it.
Somehow Gideon has the feeling of 'needing to talk to someone' but doesn't actually know what do say. Or entirely why.
So missed call it is, Raymond )
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I was human.
( It isn't really an answer to his question, not directly, but it also feels more productive than saying she doesn't know. It starts her problem off )
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i'm guessing that's a no, then?
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( Scary admittance )
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( Remember those 2 seconds she spent reading the entire network? Yup )
Being turned human isn't my concern.
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[ maybe it's his self importance, but ray thinks he's still on the hook for this. ]
what's your concern?
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( There is a MASSIVE conflict between the memories that Gideon knows are real (the time on the Waverider, the years with Rip and then her crew) and the new memories of her time as a human. It isn't just those few days that Gideon remembers but the years of her life. Childhood, growing up, and they're not compartmentalised but jumbled all together. She's trying to section them off, and if she were still her old self it may be simpler, but there's an overwhelming sense of nostalgia alongside the real emotions that that human felt. Emotions deeper than her own, and she's not equipped for it )
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people talk about it as if it's an entity but i never got that feeling. wonderland seems like a broken system to me.
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( Pls explain )
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the only real trend is the events and memory erasing. it's entirely possible that none of this is real at all. maybe nobody ever goes home.
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( I mean if no one goes home.... last time she had a body it was in a not-real setting )
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[ :\ ]
nobody has proved it back home. i'm not sure how we could, here.
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( Emotion oblivious over text lets go
Also she hasn't scanned yet you know she's excellent )
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No. I didn't have a reason to consider it may be required.
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or i guess mainframes in jars, maybe, haha
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How well do you believe the theory?
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it's not really about what i believe. it's more about keeping in mind that we don't know so much more than we know, to me.
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( You say simulation someone gotta be behind it )
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